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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

एक कविता ऐसे ही......


हर छहं यानि --
समय का एक अंस
जिसे हम कह सकते हैं ===
परमेश्वर का पर्याय
अथवा hamey diya gaya

Thursday, March 25, 2010

shadow of memory

Today is 25th march ....yes on this very day my present residence was alloted to me in the year of 2008 . I had paid my visit there . this new residence was going to be taken due to expected discharge of my wife from hospita...truma centre. I was imagining that when my wife would have come there then she had to see a beautiful vision of this colony. I have planted few beautiful plant of roses,, genda guldaudi...vajayanti...ratrani..... My wife was very much used to like the smell of ratrani... some years before it was available at sitapur residence. I have shifted here on 31 st march ....During shifting i would never forget the contribution of Gopal , brother of my son in law and munna my brother . I could reach at 1-30 AM of 1st april 2008 .. Period from !st april to 10 April was very much waiting period for arrival of my wife.... I was very much anexious to see her. I would like to mention here that due to my disability i never reached upto her bed in hospital except one time when kapil had assisted me to go there . On that occasion my wife had given an vision of her pityness and painful welcome to me and told in very low voice ... why u had come there... if u would have slipped ... go ...to home and take rest ... what i had eaten this question she never forget. On that time also she said me jjjjjaoo..kkuuch ...juice ...pi lena.... d hirey dhirey ..jana...bhid bahut road par hai .. tum na ayaaa karo.....i was very much sad to here this .. and having tears in my eyes .. for which i have very much tried to hide with the presence of my near & Dear. ....On that very day i remain sit on my vehicle up 6 p.m ....when mr.samir came .. to visit there .. i met him and r eturned back .. On that very day when i had seen her face .... i got a signal from my heart that my wife would not remain alive for much time...whole night I could not sleep. Next day i made a Puja with a tearing eyes ...and requested to God ....kindly do not implement what have distiny written in myhead. ....weepingly requested to Maa Durga...Shiva....and Hanuman ji ... Probably they had accepted my request. and granted some more time to live here. .

Now..... further I am not able to write.

काल चक्र की परिधि मे ,
अस्म्रित्यों की ब्यास रेखाएं ,
जब कटती हैं खुदी को =
तब छोड़ जाती हैं
समान्तर रेखाओं के लिए
स्थान ---------
रिक्तता के लिए रिक्तता के लिए=== बस
कुछ ऐसा ही है हमारे पास हमारे पास.......
विष्णु कान्त मिश्र

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

walk of zeal

I am knowing him since 1989. He is 80 yrs young man.He is blind. Every year he used to travel more than 15thousand kilometeres journey of inda. He was retired from Govt School as a Music Teacher.He is running his music school for blinds and also using to teach them Braille . He is assisted by a 16 years poor girl . Today he came in after noon . when he knowcked the doors I felt upset why he came . Unwillingly i welcomed him . He informed me that i reached lucknow at 7 a.m till that time i am travelling in lucknow and met 14 people known by him and collected donation for his institution . he informed there is 14 boys and 12 girls r in tht institution. i felt guilty to had non welcoming spirti,. i want to solute him for the dedication of his noble cause. I can appeal to every one try to learn something from him .

Thursday, March 18, 2010

ASPANDAN...IS MAN KE....

NIRJHAR MUN KE UDGAR BADE ,
KITNEY ANANT IS PARVAT PAR
SUBD ARTH KE MELEY ME ,
YEH ASPANDAN KAISE LUUN BHAR.
KHUSIYAN ANANT DUKH BHI ANANT,
DONO KE MADHYA NA KOI GHAR.
YAYAVAR SA GHOM RAHA
NA DHIKTI KOI RAHN PRAKHAR. .........
READERS' COMMENTS ARE INVITED.

RAY OF PLEASURE.

....THANKS TO GOD ...ONE FIRST GOOD NEWS RECEIVEWD TODAY.. DURING LAST FORTNIGHT OF DARKEN CLOUDS. MY BITIYA TRAPTI HAS GOT 10% HIKE IN HER SALARY BESIDES GETTING AND HADNSOME AMOUNT OF BONUS. IT IS BLESSING OF HER LATE MOTHER .FIRST TIME SHE HAS STARTED NAVRATRA BRAT... HER MAA MALTI WAS GREAT DEVOTEE OF MAA DURGA. THEREFORE I HAVE NO OPTION TO TREAT IT AS A BLESSING OF BOTH THE MAA ...DURGAJI .. AND HER MOTHER. BLESSING HER. ...I PREY TO GOD THAT EVERY DESIRE IN HER BE FULFILLED BY THE GRACE OF GOD. MY VALUEABLE ASSET IS ONLY MY TWO DAUGHTER .. I HOPE THESE TWO WILL PROVIDE ME GREAT CHARMING SATIFICTION AFTER ACHEIVING THEIR TARGETS RESPECTIVELY.

GOD BLESS THEM.

EK GAURAVANVIT PAPA..PITA.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

NAMSTASYA NAMSTASY NAMSTAYA NAMO NAMAH

MA ...DURGA IS HOLY SYMBOL OF POWER....WHO ALWAYS STANDS TO CRUSH THE SINS .....CRUELTY..... THE GODDESS DURGA ALWAYS INSPIRES THE PEOPLE FOR DEVOTION TOWARDS WORSHIP OF NATURE, TRUTH, AND GOOD TASKS. .....SUCH HUMBLE MOTHER ACCEPT OUR DEVOTION. ...NAMSTASYAI NAMSTASYAI NAMSTASYAI NOMOH NAMAH.......

Thursday, March 11, 2010

aspandan

ghatnaon ki asmritiyon se उठता man meyen krandan
hashaney का तो प्रसन nahi tha par vilap bhi kar na paya,
Bhook nahi thi par bhojan tha jisko maineyn kha na paya ,
दर्द के वीणा तार से निकला अंजुरी भर अस्पन्दन अँजुर भर अस्पन्दन अ।
कल के व्यथा लेख मेँ हमने दर्द का दुस्तावेज भरा था ,
दर्द निवारक डाक्टर का कच्छा चिठा हमने खोला था ,
सरकारी ट्रौमा सेण्टर का नाटक की मजबूरी का हमने बस उल्लेख किया था
मन में जिससे उपजा क्रंदन।
दर्द के वीणा तार से निकले मेरे अंजुरी भर अस्पन्दन। मेरे अंजुरी भर अस्पन्दन

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

darkest dawn of pain

Yes ..... dont be surprise .. on heading of this attempt of witting of my views on a darken memories of TRAUMA CENTRE'S DOCTOR.... ...... It was a morning of 10th March2008 when my wife late smt. malti was crying with unbearable pain .....due to obstructed hernia ...With a reference of my closeset relative who is working at KGMC. Lucknow I have approached to a so called specialist Dr of the Trauma Centre ....Mr.. S.. at his residence where he came out when my said relative knowked at least 5 times his door ispite og having get an telephonic appointment from that Doctor. Thnks to God .. he came ater 35 minuts and after making his primary inspections he dignosed the obstructed Hernia and refered to his nursing home instead of refering to kGMC. We reached there after 20...minutes.. Pain was of his climax.. Cries of my beloved wife almost bursting my hearts but i was totally silent .. there was no tears in my eyes . my small daughter sonal was weaping ..i tryed to console her having no words in mounth. I reached Nishatganj ....Immediately nurse has try to attend .. ang provided bed, Glocose was installed .. one...two..three....bottles of glucose were completed .Meanwhile sample for blood test , urine tests were taken. I dont recall how much amount was taken. ...but it was arround 10 thousand. .....Preparation of operation was complted... there was only wait and wait for Doctor .. who was on his Govt duty ....it was expected that after manajing from there any how he would come . My sister sudha also came there... crying sound of my beloved was increasing multiply. Neither I nor sonal had even taken a single cup of tea... Sister had brought some food for us . Meanwhile two office colleague namely chatter ji and sheet were remain with me since arrival of nishatganj trauma centre..

------------- Now it was 3PM..on my enquiry it was informed that ventilatore is not working there . wehave been advised to get the patient be transferred to KGMC t r auma centra. At that time we had no right to express my displeasure to the Doctors. They have provided us an Ambulance from which we reached Trauma Center. there had again started pathological testing etc. they have provided a huge list of medicine etc . at 7PM after only 4 hours of reach . it is need less to say that my Bhanja who was him self a influncial officer of the center hes attempt was given a such result that Doctors was ready to examine ...... Crying was still on . Operation could began at 9-30 pm . I would like to add here that Anesthesia people had delayed the operation by 2 hours due to dispute between Doctors and anesthesia people . those people came within a very short of time of only 2 hours because they were also know to my bhanja otherwise they could reach there after 11 in night. Thnks to God. I could not reach near the operation theatre due to my disablility. I could remain sit on entrace doors ...my relative, brother, Bahnoi vinod, Rinku, rajkumar , viswanath and office coleagues remain there . I had only an option to make JAP of mahmritunjan atthe door of truma center. .......therewere chain of patients comming i was been shocked to see the situation . .. I would like to mention here one more happening .......One rekshaw puller was badly injurred by a jeep who was brought there alongwith his family and newly married his wife. some young person approached the Doctor. he has given a long list of medicine to purchase ...that younman came back ... and demanded the money from remaining person of that huge gathering . all of those person collected the coines and notes ....all collection could not reach upto the numbers of 300 then his newly wife shown his GATHRI NUMA RUmal .... I could recollect she had firmly declare that she will fulfil the requirement to save her husbnd... but shocked ... her total echequr was only 176 rupees. that was much lesser to fulfill the demand of chemis for medicines cost Rs. 8000/- in those circumstances all became silent ...there was pin drop silence among them . ...At that time my heart was saying that i should give them alll the 8000 as i had 40000 with me .....but i could not stop me to give 500 ... further position i could not know what happend .
My wife's opperation could completed by 3.30 a.m. OF 11TH MARCH 2008.

i REMAIN ONLY SIT THERE.. i COULD DO NOTHING . i HAVE NOW TAKEN THREE GLASS OF WATER AND NOW SOME RELATIVE BRING THE TEA. i HAVE INFORMED THE POSITION TO PRERANA. KAPIL AND PRERANA IS COMING .i HAD TO WAIT . MEAWHILE SAFAI WALA CAME AND THREE TIMES SCOLDED ME TO NOT REMAIN SIT IN THE FRONT OF HOSPITAL . .......... SECURITY PERSON HAS ALSO 5 TIMES SCOLDED ME. I REMAIN SILENT AND HUMBLE....AT LEAST WHEN AGAIN I WAS SCOLDED i HAVE TO PAY 100 TO THEM THEN I WAS ALLOWED TO REMAIN SIT THERE.

REMAINING WILL BE WRITTEN .. NOW I COULD NOT WRITE FURTHER BECAUSE THOSE BITTER MEMORIES MAKE ME SENTIMENTAL .
DEDICATED TO BELOVED LATE MALTI..

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Look there are so many plants from which we have been provided shadow.....Shadow..means the protector from the sun light//// which protect us f rom lthe rain ....but after some time we the cruel and selfish creatures of the nature will destroy all the trees because we only want multi storey living standare ... let there be no oxygen ...but we will have multistoryes.. let the flood come but we have multystoreyes.....buildings... let therebe no creature to reside there... at least we will fulfil the desire to have lot of buildings .....

yes ...this situation certainly is about to come if we will not stop the building of multystory buidling on a cost of destoying the trees and agricultural land.... there will be starvation.... we must prepare ourselves to welcom the said situation ....

vishnu kant mishra.