darkest dawn of pain

Yes ..... dont be surprise .. on heading of this attempt of witting of my views on a darken memories of TRAUMA CENTRE'S DOCTOR.... ...... It was a morning of 10th March2008 when my wife late smt. malti was crying with unbearable pain .....due to obstructed hernia ...With a reference of my closeset relative who is working at KGMC. Lucknow I have approached to a so called specialist Dr of the Trauma Centre ....Mr.. S.. at his residence where he came out when my said relative knowked at least 5 times his door ispite og having get an telephonic appointment from that Doctor. Thnks to God .. he came ater 35 minuts and after making his primary inspections he dignosed the obstructed Hernia and refered to his nursing home instead of refering to kGMC. We reached there after 20...minutes.. Pain was of his climax.. Cries of my beloved wife almost bursting my hearts but i was totally silent .. there was no tears in my eyes . my small daughter sonal was weaping ..i tryed to console her having no words in mounth. I reached Nishatganj ....Immediately nurse has try to attend .. ang provided bed, Glocose was installed .. one...two..three....bottles of glucose were completed .Meanwhile sample for blood test , urine tests were taken. I dont recall how much amount was taken. ...but it was arround 10 thousand. .....Preparation of operation was complted... there was only wait and wait for Doctor .. who was on his Govt duty ....it was expected that after manajing from there any how he would come . My sister sudha also came there... crying sound of my beloved was increasing multiply. Neither I nor sonal had even taken a single cup of tea... Sister had brought some food for us . Meanwhile two office colleague namely chatter ji and sheet were remain with me since arrival of nishatganj trauma centre..

------------- Now it was 3PM..on my enquiry it was informed that ventilatore is not working there . wehave been advised to get the patient be transferred to KGMC t r auma centra. At that time we had no right to express my displeasure to the Doctors. They have provided us an Ambulance from which we reached Trauma Center. there had again started pathological testing etc. they have provided a huge list of medicine etc . at 7PM after only 4 hours of reach . it is need less to say that my Bhanja who was him self a influncial officer of the center hes attempt was given a such result that Doctors was ready to examine ...... Crying was still on . Operation could began at 9-30 pm . I would like to add here that Anesthesia people had delayed the operation by 2 hours due to dispute between Doctors and anesthesia people . those people came within a very short of time of only 2 hours because they were also know to my bhanja otherwise they could reach there after 11 in night. Thnks to God. I could not reach near the operation theatre due to my disablility. I could remain sit on entrace doors ...my relative, brother, Bahnoi vinod, Rinku, rajkumar , viswanath and office coleagues remain there . I had only an option to make JAP of mahmritunjan atthe door of truma center. .......therewere chain of patients comming i was been shocked to see the situation . .. I would like to mention here one more happening .......One rekshaw puller was badly injurred by a jeep who was brought there alongwith his family and newly married his wife. some young person approached the Doctor. he has given a long list of medicine to purchase ...that younman came back ... and demanded the money from remaining person of that huge gathering . all of those person collected the coines and notes ....all collection could not reach upto the numbers of 300 then his newly wife shown his GATHRI NUMA RUmal .... I could recollect she had firmly declare that she will fulfil the requirement to save her husbnd... but shocked ... her total echequr was only 176 rupees. that was much lesser to fulfill the demand of chemis for medicines cost Rs. 8000/- in those circumstances all became silent ...there was pin drop silence among them . ...At that time my heart was saying that i should give them alll the 8000 as i had 40000 with me .....but i could not stop me to give 500 ... further position i could not know what happend .
My wife's opperation could completed by 3.30 a.m. OF 11TH MARCH 2008.

i REMAIN ONLY SIT THERE.. i COULD DO NOTHING . i HAVE NOW TAKEN THREE GLASS OF WATER AND NOW SOME RELATIVE BRING THE TEA. i HAVE INFORMED THE POSITION TO PRERANA. KAPIL AND PRERANA IS COMING .i HAD TO WAIT . MEAWHILE SAFAI WALA CAME AND THREE TIMES SCOLDED ME TO NOT REMAIN SIT IN THE FRONT OF HOSPITAL . .......... SECURITY PERSON HAS ALSO 5 TIMES SCOLDED ME. I REMAIN SILENT AND HUMBLE....AT LEAST WHEN AGAIN I WAS SCOLDED i HAVE TO PAY 100 TO THEM THEN I WAS ALLOWED TO REMAIN SIT THERE.

REMAINING WILL BE WRITTEN .. NOW I COULD NOT WRITE FURTHER BECAUSE THOSE BITTER MEMORIES MAKE ME SENTIMENTAL .
DEDICATED TO BELOVED LATE MALTI..